Yesterday, was doing normal web browsing and i typed “what” with a space after the word.. and this is what came up …
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Sarah ♥
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Getting a job.
so i have recently posted a blog about adjusting to reality. so far so slow. the only thing i have done in this quick 2 weeks that have gone by is search for a job and and trying to get organised. ok, its a good step but i feel as if I'm moving at a slow pace and things aren't happening the way i imagined it. thought getting a job would be easy but uts not, all asking for a resume …. and i have NOO experience what so ever… and i don't see myself working in subway or maccas! HELPPPPP ….
ILL post tomorrow and emphasize on this topic..
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Sarah ♥
ILL post tomorrow and emphasize on this topic..
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Sarah ♥
Welcome To Reality!
so its the first actual day of buming around, i dont plan 0n doing that the rest of my life but what i mean is that i have official finished school. Evereything related to school is completed part from the formal which i am gladly not attending. i dunno, part of me wants to go but then i completly change my mind and give an excuse like “id rather spend $90 with family outting because i know and trust that they love me and have my back”. okay so im not saying that my true friends dont love me, i know they do, they have my back and i have there’s and if they didnt then they wouldnt be my true friends and i love em for that.
okay so it’s crunch time, i have to do alot of things to prepare myself for my extended future. i need to find a job and earn alot of money. save save SAVE! im always asking my family for money, okay thats not a bad thing and all but still i owe tem heaps and its not a good fealing when you ask a lot and get use to it and not ralise until later on that your spoilt like rotten and dont appreciate it at the time and take real advantage of it. yeh being spoilt as major! its cool but i feel selfish at times like all of my friends are soo much more indioendant than me in some other ways, most of them have acsess to their own accounts and budgets to consider, but me, no. when i want soem money or change or just something even im not afraid to ask for it. i ask mostly my sisters and mum and ultimatly i get it. the other day i asked for $10 to pay of a memory card, i got that and more. she gave me $10 + $50 just incase.
whats my motivation you ask? i know how it feels to be nothing, well thats how i use to think of myself when i was hanging out with people that only cared about “what happened at the party last night”. they will get their day and time, i hope they feel what i was feeling so that they can learn. or you know what i honestly dont care because i know that their not going anywhere in life and if i say i hope thay feel that feeling, that will only make themm better then me so here’s to letting go and letting it flow! yeh friends come and go but true friends stay!
Sarah ♥
okay so it’s crunch time, i have to do alot of things to prepare myself for my extended future. i need to find a job and earn alot of money. save save SAVE! im always asking my family for money, okay thats not a bad thing and all but still i owe tem heaps and its not a good fealing when you ask a lot and get use to it and not ralise until later on that your spoilt like rotten and dont appreciate it at the time and take real advantage of it. yeh being spoilt as major! its cool but i feel selfish at times like all of my friends are soo much more indioendant than me in some other ways, most of them have acsess to their own accounts and budgets to consider, but me, no. when i want soem money or change or just something even im not afraid to ask for it. i ask mostly my sisters and mum and ultimatly i get it. the other day i asked for $10 to pay of a memory card, i got that and more. she gave me $10 + $50 just incase.
whats my motivation you ask? i know how it feels to be nothing, well thats how i use to think of myself when i was hanging out with people that only cared about “what happened at the party last night”. they will get their day and time, i hope they feel what i was feeling so that they can learn. or you know what i honestly dont care because i know that their not going anywhere in life and if i say i hope thay feel that feeling, that will only make themm better then me so here’s to letting go and letting it flow! yeh friends come and go but true friends stay!
Sarah ♥
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